I am a glitch

in a patriarchal

universe

I am a particle

and a wave

a badass

and a princess

a princess

and a dragon

I am programmed badly

Unsatisfactorily

Submissive

and obedient
For the environment

In which I grew up

Like a nettle amongst

ornamental flowers

that you want to

pull out

Spicy intellect

which you consider

weeds and post

Bug in the system

Unbearable error

Without fatherland

and god

 

With conscience

about my

merits and demerits

without breasts in 3D

I read heavy thick books

Theoretical, dark and critical

I don‘t divide colors

by the gender

and I ride a hockey skates

like a girl extreme

I am not a piece of meat

for your lazy afternoon

Noise is my lullaby

I carry proudly

my dreams, ideas, thoughts

instead of fitting in 

unrealistic standards of beauty.