Anatomy of the lust

 

I want to kiss you

so badly on the street

but I am afarid

cause somebody

doesn‘t take

our kisses

as a normal thing

Cause we are born

in wrong bodies

with the same signs

and I can‘t accept

that‘s the way it is

that I have to be afraid

of the little things

to live double life

from walls to streets

and to be ashamed

in the publicitiy

cause I love you

I can easily pass

if I beat someone

maybe I get an applause

like this I can only

get a slap

it‘s just hands both ways

but it‘s not the same

This is like you are marked

with invisible sign

visible just to ones

who don‘t see human

in me al least not complete

Like you have an error

you have to hide

but from outisde

you are like them

So why risk life

For a ordinary kiss

But last is stronger

and don‘t ask

about ammount

of homophobia in the air

when romantic

or passionate

moment comes

Human loose head

for love

And not just figeuratively

but for real

And I know why is

it the way it is

But I alone can change

a bit

I can only

Dream on

of our kisses

But banches

in parks are reserved

for some other people.

Not you and me.

Never for you and me.