Sightless

Transparent

Just a shadow

a little bit of darkness

Retracted

Cramped

Still

Weak

Displaced

Voiceless

Self required

In some other

Adjectives

For a start

Awaken

Strong

And creative

Force

Which time

shapes and forms

Disagreeble

Loud in silence

Silent urge

Dexterous in thought

and in

wrestling

with emotions

Numerous times

reset

From the ashes

arisen.

Dusted myself.

Mature again.

Guard lifted

Defend myself

Lower it.

And now again

Written myself.

Now reading it

Correcting

Putting myself

On the right

Track

Never a fullstop

Just an ellipsis

Sometimes questions mark

But more likely

or exclamation mark

A few gramatical

errors

or escaped curse.

But consistent to myself

because it’s

the first and last port.

Lot of times

gasped and burned

almost

burn off

but I back off

from the redudant

questions

and poisonouss

sentences.

Shrunken

Imploded

Almost exploded

But I make

myself balanced

Physical tonus

Repaired

Line of backbone

Straighted

Never again bent

Maybe

a little bit of

badass

but

gentle and strong

like a flower of stone

Once upon a time

Milica there was