FROM IDEA TO MEDIA
This is only
heaven we have
even a broken one
even a virtual
Beyond every
real space
it exists.
It connects us
with dimension
which exist
independently
from us
and the time
which spreads
into infinity.
We became
a photographs
on a physical server
some words
torn off from us
and silence
shaped into
bits and bytes.
Made in moment
and left there
like virtual archive
of anything
that is happening
between us.
Self is just
a string
made of zeros
and ones
compact code
of confusion
from communication
on a long distance
and expressions
in pixels
Speed of internetcatches the speed
of thoughts
and sends
I feel missing
I feel
restlessness
The only way
is to put hands
down on keyboards
and dance this
furious dance.
The letters
are flickering
the screen
makes fun of me.
I turn my back to it
and leave it.
Instagram you,
facebook me.
Resignation.
Tiredness.
Cut.
When I come
back to my
room
reality
time
and
dimensions.
What then?
elusiveness
in my hands
while our
doppelganger
virtual shapes
are dormant
in this big
virtual dorm room.
What do they dream
I wonder?
What awakes them
is the desire of human
to cross the distance
and with this illusion
the human is
satisfied
because the borders
of human
becomes too painful
when you are
aware of them
all the time
and in real-time.
I am wonder
what our profiles
do there without us?
Can artificial intelligence
can make them alive
so they can have fun
and not paying
attention to distance?
So they can have sex
and live life
while we are not online?
Otherwise, I see
just zeros when
I am not connected
to the world
and ones
for every desire
like the line on the wall
which I feel
when I look into
your Instagram feed
instead of real you
I see that feed of
boxes filled with
photographs of
some man
and some face
a didn‘t still meet
in reality
the puzzle
doesn‘t give
a slight glimpse
of the shape of you
Only illusion
that I know you
and urgent
longing for
physical
dimension
and need
for more
than a plastic
touch
of keyboard
under my fingers