When I think
it’s the peak
of the mountain
of the pain,
it’s just started.
I am a Sisyphus
extreme ski sportsman
trying to avoid obstacles,
running away from
the avalanche,
just to be dragged
again there on the top.
I am not on the
top of the world
I am at the bottom
of myself diving for breath.
Between these
two poles,
it’s the equilibrium.