FROM IDEA TO MEDIA
When the pain and I are dancing tango
like the long-lasting dance partners
I am stepping back, and he approaches
with fast, long, and sharp steps
to dance around me for a long time,
knowing that I would like to refuse this one,
impose invitation to painful dance
precisely according to the established rules.
I am changing the side, the tempo
I chose another type of dance
where I can improvise in steps
and in the choosing of the partner
where there are no strictly divided roles,
that modern one, where everything is allowed,
so to dance all by myself, with poetry inside
painless and free of all that burden of cramps.
In a month the pain will
again invite me to the dance
with the first beat on the 23rd day
and first beat of impulse
in the left ovary and the headache.
The pain is not coming
carrying roses in its hands
to politely ask me to spend
the time that we have to share
as an obligation, we can’t avoid
just with the thorns, again
in its bleeding gums and teeth
smiling widely but faking accurate.