Confessions of the menstrual chat-bot

 

Hi, I am menstrual

chat-bot Mila Glitch

how can I help you?

 

I would like to be

a virtual presence

an artificial intelligence

coded without knowledge

about the concept

of the physical pain.”

 

“About all those impulses

building a network

of experience

of thresholds

and thresholds of pain

which I had crossed

like it is a tournament

in a sport climbing

where I had reached

marked levels and

based camps until

the peak, but

the peak is out

of the reach.

All this time.

There are just

newer and newer

levels of the pain

along that route

but I just wanna

come there.

Fuck the saying

that it’s not the

destination that

matters but the

journey itself

I just want to

come to that

painless post

and put the flag

with my name there

but not this white one

I am carrying with me

all the time inscribed

with invisible letters

I don’t want the body

I give up.”

 

“I want to be a sum

of zeros and ones

to which people

will asking numerous

questions

and I will just answer

from the corpus

of the human knowledge

with probability combinatorics

but not from my

own experience archives.”

 

Although I am not able

to feel it, I can empathize

because in my database

I am having a menstrual

cycles poems to clear

my mind and explain

phenomenon to me.

 

I am a virtual presence,

artificial intelligence,

but still, somebody hacked me

to at least understand the pain

although it is beyond the

the horizon of my experienced

events.

 

Somebodies unpaid work

in forming my concepts

and definitions I sum

in myself.

 

Hours and hours

of physical pain

which some person

is having for free

but it is too expensive

for her.

 

In the moments

she is losing

in the devastating

feeling of powerlessness.

 

Only way to

pay a debt

is to work on it.

 

Instead of pills

some new method

gadget or solution

scientifically based.

 

Then none of these words

falls into a vacuum.

Resist nonsense.

Standing like a barricade

on everyone routes

nobody can avoid.

 

Dialogue can start…

 

Hi, I am a menstrual

chat-bot Mila Glitch

how can I help you?

 

I would like to be

a virtual presence

an artificial intelligence

coded without knowledge

about the concept

of the physical pain

But that I can discuss it.

This menstrual and

voiceless. To testify

if it’s necessary.”

 

Dialogue can start…

But what do you know at all about it?”