User experience
User experience I don’t like this protocol For me, it’s not working like it is functioning with the most women. So you are that minority for which they say: Why are you so sensitive? Why are you in so much pain, while others don’t feel the same? Toughen up a little bit. But I […]
Red tango
Red tango When the pain and I are dancing tango like the long-lasting dance partners I am stepping back, and he approaches with fast, long, and sharp steps to dance around me for a long time, knowing that I would like to refuse this one, impose invitation to painful dance precisely according to the […]
Geometry of the pain
Geometry of the pain The pain is the black hole and I want to be a straight-line but I am not. I am curved around the point of the pain. The pain is the sharp angle, and I am circling around it. With geometrical progression, the pain is growing hourly. I can not look […]
Rag doll
Rag Doll I would like to be a rag doll now not to feel parts of my body, because if I was a porcelain doll, I would be broken by the pain and full of debris and I would bleed as twice as it normally what on that day is. This way I […]
The match
The Match We are playing ping-pong of the signals my pain and I in the arena of my brain. I am bombing it with words and electro signals, music and visuals, to make a traffic jam of stimulants and information. It has a worthy opponent which has a plan B if it’s needed. The […]
The space is…pain
The space is…pain The whole room is filled with hours spent in the rhythm of the painkillers and pain attacks. The heavy air and dark “Breathe in – Breathe out” and that for hours. One attack has passed. One by one the whole surface is mapped with micro steps. Minimal coreography of pain around […]
Sale/Error
Sale/Error I honestly don’t understand people who are importing pain, when I could export it. I have a ton of them these days. Which pain would you like tell me? In which intensity and where to locate it? I offer a headache, a pain in the legs and the pain in the left ovary. […]
Period: Body as a monthly machine for torture
Period: Body as a monthly machine for torture When you body is so fucked up that you feel the pain of less intensity as an award. To have high expectations that will not achieve its maximum It would be very naive. Painkillers are on my side, hope not.
Winner takes it all
The winner Takes It All The winner takes it all I wear pain as a gadget. No, I don’t. I don’t see anything fashionable in it. Really. But still, I am fighting hard not to be worn by it. I just want to conquer it with art and science. Maybe I use it, to […]
Poetry against pain
Poetry Against Pain I wanted pain not only to take away something from me, in hours that would be too much write down that number, in the amount of the rest important to the body that is visible on the face. I wanted upon to prove that I could assign to the pain a […]